The More Things Change…

Nostalgia triggered
By some small thing
(A familiar smell, a familiar environment
Some same old feeling
Swelling within the heart)
Leads to reminiscence

Reminiscence triggered
By nostalgia
(Remembering the time
The place, the people
That were important once upon a time)
Leads to curious inquiry

Inquiry triggered
By reminiscence
(Looking up an old friend
A place you once belonged
A person you once belonged to)
Leads to a bookend.

Sometimes it is easy to find the lost
And sometimes the lost is just lost.

That school building was torn down.
That park was paved over.
A new building erected where a copse of trees once stood.
I once knew a pretty boy who went to college
For a while he was a poet, and then he became an addict.
Some are dead. Some can't be found.
Some have married, matured, mated.
Some are deeply happy, successful.
Some I do not remember enough about to find.
Or never knew enough about.

Some doors in life are shut. Some reopened.

But there are a few
That I have always held on to
(I have held on to you)
(I will hold onto you)

secret


You are the soft song I sing to myself
Deep in the night when there is nothing else

A wisp of a promise left unfulfilled
Something I shattered before we could build

Now a memory that shall fade in time
Lost forever, survived only by rhyme

Though thinking else is the dream of a fool
I know your heart was never mine to rule

But sometimes a sweet dream is all we have
So I'll savor this song, my darling lad

For Me (sonnet breaking syllable rule)



I found a place to simply be
And selfishly made time for me
Within the realm of Quietly
Allowed my soul to wander free

Therein I found a sense of self
Between the tomes upon the shelf
In understanding what I felt
Finally learning how to melt

Allow the new day to pour through
And flush away all shades of blue
To none other I owe no due
And to oneself I must be true

From now my heart sings this one song
To no one else do I belong