20. Cassandra

I was eager to be on my way back along the river in an attempt to find Lyre and the others, but I was waterlogged and tired and shivering. The Hunter’s healing spell had been incomplete, and I was still sore and stiff. I was also shocked to learn that it was late in the afternoon already, and the sun was already out of sight beyond the cliff faces of the ravine. How long had I been knocked out? How far had the river taken me in that time?

Not only that, but the Hunter insisted that I rest. He built a campfire, and placed his hooded cloak around my shoulders and left. I wondered if I should escape – I wasn’t certain if I was his prisoner or not. But he had followed us all the way from the ocean, and I doubted I could get away from him now. And he had helped us fight off the hounds. I sat as close to the fire as I could, thinking over the brief conversation that had passed between us, trying to figure out if he was friend or foe. Absently I tugged his cloak around me tighter. Somehow, it was still dry and warm, and smelled faintly like mint.

The Hunter wasn’t pleased about me laughing in his face at his question, and even less pleased when I explained that I didn’t even know where the voices were from. I was also not pleased to learn that his healing ability was very limited, and so the incomplete healing and my residual soreness and scars were about as good as it was going to get. But I had felt compelled to share everything I knew with him, maybe because of the head injury. Or maybe because he was like me – a human that could use magic, who heard mysterious voices. I stared into the fire, thinking of the dogs as I rubbed at the shiny burns on my arms.

The Hunter returned before the sunlight was fully gone, carrying a pair of field dressed rabbits skewered on wooden spikes. He positioned them so they leaned over the flames, and then sat cross legged on the other side of the fire, his arms crossed, glowering at me. We sat silently, listening to the sizzle of melting fat hitting the flames. My stomach grumbled at the smell.

When the meat was finished cooking, he stood to hand me one skewer and then took the other back to his spot. He pulled the rabbit apart carefully, chewing slowly as he continued to silently stare at me. The quiet meal made me miss my friends more. That and the constant staring was disconcerting. “How long have you been able to cast?” I finally asked. I had told him everything about me, and I knew nothing about him.

He flinched at the word cast. “Since I attacked your group on the ship.”

“Before or after you killed Junel?” The words came out with a little more heat than I’d intended, and I glared at the ground to avoid looking at him.

“I didn’t kill her.” I glanced back up at him. He glared at me. “The ship blowing up took care of that. Don’t mistake me, I would have killed her. But she managed to kill herself with her own carelessness, wielding so much fire near such a volatile substance as flame powder.”

“So you wouldn’t have felt any guilt about killing her,” I stated flatly.

“Not any more guilt than any of you did massacring an entire ship of men,” he retorted.

I thought briefly of the screams, of that short bloody hallway that I had walked through. And also immediately remembered that I had almost witnessed Larina being raped, how nonchalant the Captain had been about how his crew used his slaves, and Lyre’s words about his life when I had last spoken to him. Full of resentment on their behalf, I said, “Can you blame slaves for wanting revenge for how they’re treated?”

“No.” The word came out cold and hard, catching me by surprise, and he ran his hand briefly across his face, following the trail of the scar that marred his features. “I can’t blame revenge. But I can say it never ends.” I stared into the milky iris of his injured eye, the slight notch in his nose.

Annoyed, I returned to finishing off the rabbit, surprised to see that I had pulled nearly every piece of meat from the bones. I tossed the remains into the fire, rubbing the grease off onto my pants. “Thank you for the food,” I said, perhaps a bit harsher than I should have. He stared back sullenly, which somehow was just pissing me off more. I flopped down and turned away from the fire so I wouldn’t have to see his face. I closed my eyes to force myself to sleep. The sooner I slept, the sooner the next day would come, the sooner I could start walking back up the river to find Lyre.

Not all the dogs had been dead when I had fallen off the cliff. Were my friends okay? I felt sick to my stomach thinking about the injuries they had already sustained that I hadn’t had a chance to fully heal.


I woke the next morning to the sound of the Hunter moving about the cave and the smell of mint tea. I summoned water to wash my face, and ran a hand through my hair, then turned to see what the Hunter was doing. He was in the process of pulling a metal cup away from the flames very carefully with a gloved hand, and setting it down to cool a bit. He saw me eying the cup and frowned at me. “There’s not enough to share.”

I thought of the lingering smell of mint on his cloak. “Do you just… carry mint and a cup with you? To make tea?”

He nodded. “Yes.”

“The mint stayed dry when you fell in the river?”

He looked annoyed at my line of questioning. “The cloak is enchanted to remain dry and provide a degree of magical protection. I keep the tea there.” I pulled the cloak tighter around me, wondering if he had gone pawing around it while I slept. He caught the movement and my expression and grimaced. “I wasn’t going to leave my tea in my cloak when I gave it to you. It’s my tea.”

The way he said that struck me as funny. “And there’s not enough to share?” I asked, suppressing a smile.

He leveled a flat, no-nonsense stare at me. “No.”

“Ah.”

He went about what must have been a morning routine for him. I no longer had my pack of supplies, so I didn’t have much to gather. I couldn’t remember if I had dropped it in the cliffside battle or lost it to the river. I watched as the Hunter secured his armor and his sword, kicked dirt over the fire, and then sat down and closed his eyes, sitting very still. I wondered if he was meditating, and remained silent. After several minutes had passed, he opened his eyes and drank his tea, now that it had cooled a little. Then he stood and left the cave.

I followed him, and watched as he rinsed his cup out in the river, then attached it securely to his belt. He eyed me warily for a moment. I moved to take off the cloak. “Did you need this back?” I asked, shifting it off my shoulders.

“No. You can keep it, Outworlder.”

“My name is Cassandra,” I told him.

“Cassandra,” he repeated.

I stared at him for a moment, studying the mismatched eyes. His hair was nearly as long as mine, cascading in curls around his face, glinting in the morning light. The shape of his face was almost quite delicate for a man, and he was roughly the same height as me. If it wasn’t for the scar, he would have been enviously beautiful. Despite that beauty, he was annoying the fuck out of me. “What’s your name, Hunter?” I asked into the extended silence when he didn’t offer it. He narrowed his eyes at me.

Oh, I realized. This is the moment when I find out whether he’s a friend or foe.

Without a word, he gestured downstream, as though he intended for me to walk that way. I glowered at him. “My friends are upstream.” He arched one eyebrow. I pulled his cloak tight for a moment. “Am I your prisoner then?”

He seemed taken aback by the question. After a moment, he said, “No. I don’t know.” He frowned and shook his head, then let out a deep sigh. “I’m not taking you back. The voice I hear said we should go this way.”

“Oh.” I wondered if he was lying so I wouldn’t argue.

Well, I’m certain they don’t want to hurt you at least, an amused sounding voice whispered quietly into a sudden breeze that swept my hair away from my face. This one was familiar – the one that I had heard the most. I caught a faint whiff of ozone. I could see an inquisitive look on the Hunter’s face as he realized that I must have heard something he hadn’t.

Hesitantly, I nodded. “Fine. But… what is your name?”

Just as hesitantly, he said, “I am Asterollan.”

I bit the side of my cheek to keep myself from asking if I should call him Ass. “Asterollan,” I tried the name slowly, pausing on the first syllable just long enough for my own amusement. It wasn’t a joke that would translate anyway. I smiled at him, and started walking the way he had gestured before.


As it turned out, the way that we traveled took us away from the river, and up a gently inclining slope that began to loop back. At first I thought we were going to find a way out on the Empire side of the river, but it hit a steep cliff face. From there, it followed the cliff as a narrow ledge. I walked slowly along this part, much to Asterollan’s chagrin. “Can’t you go faster?” he asked at one point.

“I really hate heights and this ledge is really narrow,” I said, attempting to keep the whine out of my voice.

“It’s wide enough to stand on easily. You’re being ridiculous.” I ignored him and kept on at a pace that was comfortable to me, and he sighed in frustration. Soon, the ledge widened out more comfortably. We came to an area of the ravine where tall rock formations criss-crossed the river, and the path we had taken brought us to the top of these formations. Looking down, I could see that the river narrowed and rushed in rapids between steep rocks. It would have been impossible to walk through here from below.

I stared down at the frothing river. “Well, looks like you were right,” I said, feeling relieved.

He said nothing. I glanced up at him to see that he was only frowning, waiting for me to continue walking. With a sigh, I continued along the path. We crossed the river a few times, and had to jump in a few spots where the rock formations did not connect. It got a bit easier, but I always paused for longer than he liked, terrified of the fall if I happened to miss.

Luckily, as it became late in the afternoon, the height of our path shortened. We were coming to an area that widened out, and the rock formations were starting to create a path back to more normal, even ground. Still, the leaping and the fear of heights had tired me out. On the last one, I slipped, and managed to just barely grab the ledge, smashing my chin into the hard rock as I did so. I groaned, but managed to hang on.

Asterollan hopped across nimbly and helped pull me up from the edge. “It’s a wonder you survived this long,” he said, sounding a little amused as he watched me rub my jaw. I continued walking, ignoring his comment, when he continued speaking unbidden. “I did think you were done for when the owl caught you.”

I stopped and looked back at him in surprise. “Silden said he spotted you after.”

“Silden. That would be the tall one I ran through on the ship?” He studied my face for a moment, then said, “You don’t have to give me that look.”

“I am 100% certain that whatever look I give you is no worse than you deserve,” I said before I could stop myself. “But yes, he was the one you stabbed.”

Something in his jaw tightened. “And that was when I saw a human cast for the first time. Quite a light show.” And then he sighed and looked away. “When the owl carried you off, I felt completely lost. I’d only crossed the blasted desert for you. I thought you’d have answers.”

“I’m sorry I’m such a disappointment to you.” I turned to continue along the path.

He silently followed.

Soon we were walking alongside the river, following it back the way we had come. I swiveled my head constantly, trying to see if anything looked familiar. “How far did the river carry us?” I grumbled as it started to get dark. “Certainly it doesn’t flow that fast.”

I could hear Asterollan’s steps come to a stop behind me. “I have something of a confession to make,” he said. I turned around, somewhat annoyed, to see a completely new expression on his face. Sheepishness? Embarrassment? He avoided looking me directly in the eyes, and there was some color in his tanned cheeks. I waited for him to speak. “When we fell into the water… I swam hard to find you, but when I reached you, you already had that head wound. I grabbed you, but the current was too strong. I couldn’t get us both to shore safely.” He paused and then looked back at me. “I asked the voice to give me the power to get us both to safety, and there was a flash of light, and we were in that cave.”

I stared at him. I felt a strained smile begin to pull at my face. “Are you telling me that you have no idea where we are?”

“I’m fairly certain this is the same river gorge,” he said, his voice a tad defensive for once.

With a dramatic groan, I dropped to sit on the nearest rock, putting my head in my hands. “You don’t even know if we ended up downriver or not! We could be traveling in the wrong direction!”

With an annoyed look on his face, he pointed north. “The mountains are there, but further away. We ended up downriver of where we were.”

“Jesus fucking Christ.”

He looked confused at my words. “What?”

I waved away his question. “Never mind!” I snapped. I studied the distant mountains, relieved to see their familiar outline. But sure enough, they were smaller than they had been the night we had camped at the cliff’s edge. A sudden anxiety began to well in my chest, making my heart heavy. If Lyre and the others were okay, what would they do? Would they search for me very long before continuing to the Empire? I had no idea where they would go once they reached freedom. If they gave up on me as lost, would I ever be able to find Lyre again?

17. Cassandra

Through the next days of travel, we avoided the cactus forests and we watched the skies for giant birds – they seemed more active at night. I realized why the first time I saw one in the light of a setting sun. We ducked low when we saw the shadow, watching as it swooped over the sands very near us. It was an owl – a massive one, about the size of a plane, with dun-colored feathers speckled in blacks and browns and whites. Large saucer-like eyes studied the dunes. I could see a glow pop up around Lyre as he narrowed his eyes at it, ready to defend us if it came near, but it lifted into the sky and trailed off into the distance toward a dark splotch on the horizon that we could now recognize as another cactus forest. We watched it go in silence and I wondered if it had a nest somewhere there – another reason to avoid such places.

We moved forward, not wanting to be in its range when night fell, and camped later in the evening in the remains of a set of massive sun-bleached ribs. Although most of the flesh was gone and the other bones were already buried in the sands, a pair of vultures (thankfully normal sized) lingered. They perched on the ribs and watched us settle for the night. Since the ribs offered some meager protection, Lyre risked a fire this evening to keep us warm.

When it was my turn at the watch, I moved over to the edge of the firelight, placing my hand on one of the sand-smoothed ribs. I wondered what kind of creature it had been. From my understanding, the monsters of the desert were only vaguely described in old books written by bold adventurers in days past. If it didn’t linger near the edges of the desert to attack settlements, it was as mysterious as a deep sea creature. I stared up at the looming rib – it was easily twice my height. I hoped that we wouldn’t run into a living, breathing relative, but at the same time found the idea compelling.

I started to move back toward the warmth of the fire when some shifting of shadows caught the periphery of my vision. I turned my head to stare out across the dunes, squinting to try to figure out what I had seen. Something near the ground shifted. I froze, trying to figure out if it was just my imagination when the firelight glinted on the reflective cat-like eyes of a predator. Gasping, I began to shout a warning, when two things cut me off.

First, the eyes of the spiny cat shifted up, and it let loose a vicious screaming cry that gave me instant goosebumps – it rose, spines bristling as it made itself appear larger. Just as I realized this was a defense posture, the second thing happened. I felt the sweeping breeze of air moved by massive wings, could feel rather than see the darkness of the shadow that blotted out the moonlight just before massive talons closed on me, one almost carelessly piercing my leg as I was grabbed. I gave a short shocked yell as I felt myself bodily lifted into the sky. I hadn’t heard the owl’s approach at all.

I could hear my friends waking from all the noise, could see the glow of magic springing up and outlining them in the dark, the figures growing smaller as I was lifted higher up. I also reached for my own magic to be more visible to them. I could hear Lyre shouting my name as Larina and Silden chased off the spiny cat, could see a massive blast of fire hurtled in the direction of the giant owl that had grabbed me, but it missed, and then we were quickly out of range.

My leg burned where it was still punctured, and I panicked with indecision – I could attack the owl, but how far from the ground was I? Would I survive the fall into the sands below? But then I started to think about becoming owl food, my hair and bones undigested in an owl pellet, and without even realizing I was casting. I could feel the air crackle with energy around me and heard the owl’s surprised squeal as it was electrocuted. It dropped me instantly, and I felt a moment of weightlessness until gravity pulled me down.

I had one hope. I closed my eyes and fervently pleaded, oh please oh pleaseohpleaseohplease!

You get yourself into the most interesting predicaments, the voice said, almost like it was whispering right into my ear, and chuckled. But since you asked so nicely…

I knew instantly what I could do, and fervently shouted, “Thank you!” out loud. And then I cast my new spell. I turned to face the ground, which even by the pale light of the moons I could see approaching quickly. And then – I slowed. I didn’t stop completely – I continued down, drifting light as a feather. I even felt a slight breeze shift my landing. I held on to my magic the entire way, twisting my head around everywhere to see if there was any danger nearby. I had the feeling if I cast another spell, it would interrupt the slowing and I would fall at a normal speed again, but I didn’t want to be helpless either. Luckily, there was no sign of the owl. It must have decided I was too much trouble to eat after all.

When I finally drifted to the ground, I collapsed under my own weight as the pain shot up my injured leg. I lay for a moment in the sand, staring up at the sky, and then forced my breathing to slow until I took three long, controlled breaths. As I let the last one out, I reveled in one amazing thought: I was alive.

And then I was hit with the next, slightly more alarming, thought: I was alone.

I sat up immediately and tenderly touched the wound on my leg. Even knowing it wouldn’t work, I tried to cast my healing spell on myself, but the gaping wound remained. It wasn’t so deep that I was concerned for my life, but there was still a lot of bleeding that needed to be stopped and it was painful. I took off the black tank top I still wore under the loose, billowy shirts that I had managed to find, and tied it around the wound as best as I could. Then I stood up. I gingerly tested the leg – I could just barely put a little of my weight on it, maybe enough to hop along briefly. It would be easier if I had some sort of improvised crutch, but I doubted I’d just find something like that laying out in the desert.

Besides, I wasn’t sure which way I needed to travel to find my companions. The entire ordeal of being carried off and then falling had messed up my sense of direction. It might be better to wait for them to come to me… if they had seen which way the owl was even flying. I hopped up to the top of the highest sand dune I could see, finding it difficult to move with the sand shifting underneath me. I sat down at the top to take a breather, looking around to see if I could make out the massive ribs we had camped within.

I rubbed at the muscles around the wound, feeling the pain radiating, and debated the risk of visibility. I could make myself easier to find, but that would make me easy to find for anyone – and anything – nearby. “I don’t suppose you’ve got some handy way to get me out of this?” I asked out loud.

I paused to see if the voice would answer, but heard nothing. In the distance, I could hear the yipping cry of some sort of nocturnal animal, and felt like it was laughing at me. Frowning, I decided to take the risk – I reached for my magic, summoning water in my hands to splash on my face and clean up a bit, and untied the tank top to wash the wound out a bit. Then I summoned water into the tank top and twisted it to wash it out, and dismissed the summoned water to keep from freezing. I retied the tank top.

Maybe someone had seen the glow of magic. Maybe they hadn’t. But the next display would be impossible to miss. I pulled the same electricity that I had used to shock the owl, focusing it around me, and blasted it up into the sky directly above me, arcing streaks of crackling blue-purple light traveling straight up nearly fifty feet into the air. Even as the spell faded, I held my magic ready so that I glowed. If something came to attack me, I would need to be able to defend myself.

But I hoped my friends had seen.


I wasn’t sure what length of time had passed, but I could swear I heard someone shouting my name. At first I wondered if I was dreaming – I was exhausted from the events of the night and kept catching myself drifting off every time my head tilted forward on its own. I could feel clotting blood shift on my skin where it had dripped down my leg and dried. I allowed my grasp on my magic to drop, and scratched at the dried blood on my leg, idly watching it flake off into the sand.

Larina dropped down by me first, immediately reaching out to inspect my wound. The pain of her touch caused me to whimper, and she paused for a moment, then carefully continued pulling the tank top off. Lyre had knelt beside me, placing a hand on my shoulder. Larina tsk’ed as she looked at the large claw puncture, summoned some water to wash the wound and clean out the tank top like I had earlier. I watched absently as she twisted the liquid out of it, saw how much red the water carried with it, and passed out.


When I woke, it was daylight and I was staring up at the arches of the massive ribs we had camped under previously. One of the vultures was still present, staring down at me, a quiet patient specter of death. I glared back at it, annoyed. My mouth felt dry.

I sat up and summoned water, grateful for the ability as I washed my hands and then gulped mouthful after mouthful down. The wound on my leg felt strangely tight. As I started to pull off the tank top, Lyre said, “We had to burn it to get it to close properly. It’ll leave a scar.”

It looked awful. I laughed to myself at Lyre’s words, because it reminded me how the doctors had been so apologetic for the scars I had left over after my car crash. I examined the skin around the wound, and was satisfied that it didn’t look like there was any remaining bleeding pooling underneath. I moved my foot and each of my toes. I was still in pain, and would need to be careful with the wound until it was fully healed, but for now there didn’t seem to be any complications. I looked up at Lyre and Larina, who were perched nearby looking worried, and could see Silden keeping a careful watch on the horizon. “I’m not worried about scars. Thank you for finding me,” I said, smiling at them reassuringly.


We rested there the remainder of the day. Lyre and Silden were reluctant to leave the next day, wanting me to rest as much as possible. Scavenging through the sand, Silden had found a bone fragment that was a close enough shape to a crutch. He cut it down to my height and I practiced with it some. It was awkward on the sand, but did help keep some of the weight off my wounded leg. Larina took stock of our supplies on the second night, and Lyre and Silden examined the map, trying to guess by the size of the desert how many days we had remaining before we reached the ravine. “Maybe about 3 more days, barring any other events,” Silden said.

“We’ve got about 5 more days of supplies, if we’re careful. We should be fine once we reach the ravine. There’s a river, so it should be easier to scavenge for food,” Larina said, repacking our supplies. I noticed that she had repacked things to give me the lightest load, and felt a bit guilty at being a burden. They refused to let me take a turn at watch as well.

The next morning, we set out early at Silden’s insistence. “This desert is unpredictable and we only have enough supplies for one more major setback. Let’s push through to safety,” he said. The second vulture had returned in the night – the two birds watched us as we departed, and I flipped them the bird, glad to be rid of their eerie presence.

As we walked, Silden, who had taken the last watch, quietly discussed something with Lyre. I watched Lyre tense up and glance around, but then went back to walking forward as though nothing were wrong. Then Silden dropped back to talk to Larina, who also stiffened as he spoke, but then simply nodded and kept trudging on. I wondered what he was telling them, but was apparently going to get my turn as Silden dropped back to walk beside me. He spoke so quietly that I could barely hear him. Still, the words nearly caused me to come to a complete halt. I had to force myself to keep hobbling along on my crutch. “We’re being followed. I believe it’s the Hunter from the ship.”

“When did you see him?” I asked after a long pause, wondering why the hell the man was still after us after all this time. How had he survived the desert without magic?

“Last night. He was spying on our camp, and I pretended not to notice him. I don’t want to force a confrontation yet, if it can be helped. Maybe we can get into the Empire without another fight.”

“He killed Junel,” I muttered angrily, surprised to find how eager I was to confront him.

Silden nodded. “And he could yet kill one of us. I’ve come too close to tasting freedom to risk it on revenge.” I grimaced as I considered that, not sure that I felt entirely the same. “Besides, if we lead him into the Empire, we may not have to face him alone.”

I didn’t respond at all, only stared at the path ahead of me grimly. After a moment, Silden slipped back to take the rear, trailing behind me. As the afternoon wore one, he called for the others to slow a bit. I realized he was making sure they kept their pace close to mine, and felt bad again that my injury was holding us back, especially if we were being stalked by a madman.

16. Cassandra

Once I finally met up with the others, I was out of breath and sweaty from hauling the supplies in as much of a jog as I could manage. Larina could tell something was wrong before I even spoke, and quickly took the supplies from me and divided them up so that they would be easier to carry. I gasped out what had happened to me in the town between heaving breaths. Silden and Lyre glanced at each other, frowning. “If it’s caused a panic at the base here, maybe the patrols will be called back. We should move into the desert now,” Silden said.

“It has to be now anyway,” Larina said, sounding exasperated. “Do you think they’re not looking for her this very moment? We’ve just poked an ant’s nest!”

“Yes, we need to go,” Lyre said, pulling on the moccasins I had bought for them. I pulled my own on, a little tight over the foot coverings I already wore, but the extra cushioning was nice for once. I took the pack that Larina offered me. I was still out of breath, but we needed to keep moving. We looped away from town, as far as we could manage before pushing into the desert. Maybe it wasn’t far enough, but we were desperate to get to where no one would want to follow us.

The hard packed dirt and scrubby brush was just giving way to softer sand dunes when I heard a shout behind me and the soft whoosh of an arrow narrowly missing my head, burying into the dirt in front of me. I gasped as I turned to see more arrows loosed at us, could hear Larina cry out and shout and wave a hand through the air, a sudden gust rising and knocking them off target. Lyre and Silden both turned, inexpertly pulling the rapiers from their belts, a glow surrounding them as they began readying their own spells, and I raised both of my hands, preparing to summon the lightning that came most naturally to me.

The soldiers were almost on us – a small patrol group, five men dressed in the blue and grey tabards, riding on horses. Just as the glow sprung up around each of us, something burst from the sand of the nearest dune, rearing up as an ominous shadow before snapping down on the hind legs of the nearest horse, lifting it bodily into the air and sending its rider sprawling as the poor creature screamed in pain and terror.

“Dunslyth!” I heard one of the soldiers yell, as they turned their bows toward the giant snake-like creature that had pulled back again, hissing loudly.

It looked almost like a cobra with spikes along the edge of its frill, only larger – much larger. When it pulled back it loomed at least 15 feet above the ground, a menacing hissing shadow. It screamed as the soldiers’ arrows pierced its skin. It moved to strike, almost lightning quick, but something about its movement must have telegraphed where because the soldiers moved expertly out of the way despite its speed.

That was a Dunslyth? “You could make so many shoes from that thing!” I said out loud, my brain hardly able to process my shock at its size. Lyre and Silden glanced at each other, then both turned, Lyre grabbing my arm to pull me along as we all began to run into the desert. One of the soldiers cried out and a stray arrow whooshed harmlessly past us, but then they were too preoccupied with the giant snake to follow.


Even though it was fall, the sun overhead was brutal. Larina summoned water as a constant drizzling mist over each of our heads, keeping us damp and hydrated. I glanced up when she had started the spell, almost expecting a cartoonish cloud to be hovering over my head, but there was no cloud – just droplets of water forming out of the sky in a hovering spritz.  It occurred to me that we should have also invested in better covering – I’m dark enough to tan nicely before I burn, but by the end of the day my skin felt like it was radiating its own heat and was splotchy and red.

It was also the first time that we traveled through the entire day, so we were all very tired when we settled down for the night. It was still early evening and quite warm, but I suspected that it would be nearly freezing once the sun set. “Could you dry us off?” I asked Larina. She seemed a bit confused until I explained why, but then quickly set about expelling the water. I set about performing the healing spell for the others – even if I couldn’t benefit from it, there was no reason for them to suffer from sunburns.

Although I had remembered the basic fact about deserts, I had never actually been in a desert at night. Knowing a fact is one thing, and experiencing the reality of the freezing cold is something else completely. Lyre decided to chance summoning a fire for us to huddle near, and we bundled together under the blanket I had brought, very similarly to how we had slept after that first night of running.

I had trouble sleeping at first, wondering about the Hunter that had followed us to the border. It didn’t sound like the soldiers were devoted to chasing us down, and I hadn’t killed anyone in my escape, so I didn’t think they would help him further. But would he continue to follow us into the desert alone? I thought about his mismatched eyes and the scar, about leaving Junel behind to fight him. At some point I must’ve fallen asleep, because I felt Larina grip my shoulder and shake me awake very gently. “It’s your turn for watch,” she said.

Nodding, I shifted a little apart from the group to let her slide into place between me and Silden. The fire had been put out at some point. I didn’t move far, not wanting to lose the warmth of the blanket, and stared out at the landscape around us. I heard something that sounded like a normal pack of coyotes, something I had heard a million times at home, and it was almost comforting until one of their calls was cut short in a series of frightened, pained yips. The night filled with growls and thrashing sounds, and I tensed, trying to gauge how close it was.

I stood carefully and moved toward the top of a nearby dune, keeping low to avoid being seen, and strained my eyes against the darkness. The light from the moons was enough to illuminate some of the desert in soft light, and I could see the shadows of the remaining coyote pack running off to the south. Something large shifted on the ground, and I ducked low, listening to the sound of ripping, a wet visceral sound of tearing flesh. I watched the shadowy silhouette of giant wings raise into the air after a moment, could hear the feathers fluttering against the ground, and watched the figure rise into the air.

Whatever kind of bird it was, it was larger than a coyote. I watched it easily lifting the remains of its kill in one large, taloned claw. I pressed myself close to the sand, feeling my heart thump wildly in my chest, wondering if it was loud enough to be heard. But it either didn’t notice me or was already satisfied with its catch – once in the air, it silently drifted away.

I lay very still and realized I wasn’t breathing. I forced myself to take a breath, shivering in the freezing night as I strained my eyes at the sky, searching for any other shadows. As my panic lessened, I realized that out here, the stars were quite beautiful, vivid and clear and unfamiliar. I hadn’t wanted to wander the ship abovedeck at night, not feeling particularly safe with the crew. And during our travel to the desert, I had been so focused on reaching our destination that I hadn’t spent much time looking up.

But now, here, terrified that something might swoop down on me from above, I was really studying the sky. I hadn’t thought I’d be able to tell one night sky from the other – the only two constellations I knew back home were Orion’s Belt and the Big Dipper, and it always took me some minutes of searching to find them. Despite that, I somehow knew that this wasn’t the sky I had been raised under.

I had noticed the three moons before. Two were smaller, misshapen lumps, floating close together, with a small ring drifting around the two of them, like a loose infinity symbol in the sky. The third was larger, rounder, and almost like our moon, though the craters and plains of it were different, the coloration just a little more coppery gold than silvery blue. Beyond the moons, I could even make out the dusty, sprawling loop of the galaxy we were in, realized that some of the stars were the far side of that loop – and there, small but still particularly bright, was what I realized was the center of the galaxy, a bright star set in a strange darkness separated from the ring of stars that surrounded it. It was hard to see, because the stars on the opposite side of it still filled the night sky, but on this clear night in the desert, the shape of it was just barely visible.

I gaped in wonder at the alienness of it and was finally struck by how completely separated from home I was. I studied the sky some more, but when the cold became too much to bear, I slid back down the dune and settled under the blanket again. For the rest of my watch, I kept a watchful eye on the sky above for any ominous shadows.

I warned Silden about the giant bird when I woke him for his turn at watch, and we let the others know about the danger when they woke in the morning.

As Silden began casting the water spell to keep us cool and hydrated, I shaded my eyes to look up at the sky, already bright and promising another blistering day. “We should have bought some head coverings to keep the sun off of us,” I mused out loud, knowing it was too late to really do anything about it. My face still felt warm to the touch from the sunburn I was just beginning to feel. Lyre frowned for a moment, looking at my reddened skin, and then pulled off his billowy yellow shirt, pulling it over my head and using the sleeves to tie it in place. I laughed, and tried pulling it off, shaking my head in protest. “You’re paler than me, you’re going to burn faster,” I said.

He grabbed my hands to stop me from yanking the shirt off. “You’re the one that can heal these burns. The rest of us won’t have to worry about what the elements do to us thanks to you, but you can’t heal yourself, so you should take any extra precaution you can think of.” I stared into his very blue eyes for a moment, and couldn’t think of an argument. He smiled, pulling my hands down away from the tied shirt sleeves, and then let go.

I rubbed my hands together briefly, frowning, then readjusted the shirt to offer better face covering and gathered my own supplies.

There was no sign that anyone was following us amid the shifting sands and dunes. We kept a wary eye out for anything unusual, and could see large shapes out far on the horizon, but for most of the day nothing approached us. Our pace to the desert had been set by our need to escape, to reach a place that we wouldn’t be caught and enslaved. We were still wary of the dangers of the desert and kept a good pace, wanting to pass through as quickly as possible. Still, the stress and tension seemed to have released – my companions talked very openly now, laughing and telling jokes and stories, and talking about what we might find in the Empire. From my understanding, the human kingdoms had very little contact with them.

Late in the afternoon, we were approaching a stationary dark blot on the horizon. We debated looping around, but since it was similar to the other shapes we had seen in the distance before, we decided to investigate. “At least we’ll have a better idea of whether we should avoid these places or not,” Silden noted. As we got closer, we could see that it was a forest of cacti – larger than any I had seen before, clumped together and on top of each other, a strange misshapen mass of fleshy green bulbs and spines. Closer now, we also realized there was movement, and dropped low to the ground to avoid being spotted. A large beast of some kind walked amongst the succulents, looking almost like a brontosaurus, except the legs were planted too far apart and it had feathers or fur covering it. It had a flat head and extended brow ridge that looked dense and bony. It stretched its long neck up and bit off the top corner of one cacti, chewing despite the spines.

“What is it?” I asked. Larina glanced at Silden and Lyre for the answer, but Lyre only shook his head and Silden shrugged. I watched it eat some more of the cactus. “Maybe it’s not carnivorous? Could be a safe spot to take shelter on occasion.”

Larina pointed suddenly off into the distance. We all turned to see what had caught her attention – a strange shadow was rushing in toward the giant animal. It was also large, though not as large as the creature we were watching. It had the lithe form of a lion, with little to no fur – in fact, it appeared to be covered in spines. It pounced forward, letting loose a growling scream that instantly gave me goosebumps.

For a moment I felt sorry for the large fuzzy lizard, until it turned to meet the spiny cat head first, letting loose a rumbling roar. It swung its armored head around and slammed the cat into the sand, then began using its large hind legs to thump down repeatedly, rapidly, faster than I had expected for a creature of its size, apparently not bothered at all by the spines. The stomping and thrashing raised the sand around it in a cloud. When the sand settled down, we could see that the spiny cat was a dark misshapen lump, could just make out the creeping shadow of its blood soaked into the sand.

Then the lizard bent its neck low to the ground, lapping at the carcass with a long green tongue. We watched in silence for a moment. “Maybe we should loop around…” Larina said in a loud whisper, gesturing for us to stay low behind the dunes. When we were well past the cactus forest, she spoke in a more normal tone to say, “We should avoid those areas, if they attract more creatures like that.”

“Plants could mean water,” I said, automatically voicing a survival concern that had always been ingrained in me back home. She gestured to the drizzling mist above her head and I grinned sheepishly. “Point taken,” I conceded, and we decided to avoid the cactus forests.

15. Cassandra

We were nearly out of supplies again as we neared the border of the desert. “We could stop outside this town and you could buy some more food. Then we can sneak across the border in the night,” Silden said, pointing at the map. Looking down where he pointed, I could see the town was named Owassus.  It was larger than the last place we had stopped, less of a gathering place for farmers and more like a proper township. But of all the towns bordering the desert, it was the most remote.

Once again, a list of supplies was made up for me. This time, remembering the things that had made me seem so suspicious to the previous shop clerk, I made sure to summon water to wash up more thoroughly the night before, and washed and brushed my hair and tied it back into twin braids, my hair being too short for a single long one. I also washed the clothes I planned to wear the evening before and let them dry. When I made my walk into town, I carried only a little more money than I would need to buy the supplies, and even if I looked a little disheveled, I was still presentable.

I walked through as though I had every right to be there and smiled politely at people I passed, but still had the paranoid impression that I was garnering more attention than I wanted. At one point I heard a brief whispered conversation and turned to see a little boy running off across the street behind me. I paused, wondering if I should just turn around and leave town, but then decided that it couldn’t have anything to do with me and continued on to the store. Everything seemed to go smoothly while I was shopping, and I did not get any strange looks from the clerk as I recited my shopping list, aside from a brief comment that travelers didn’t come through often, as remote as Owassus was.

I spotted some foot coverings, very similar to leather moccasins, made from a slightly stretchy material. Shoes weren’t on the list, but I decided I had to have a pair for myself, and also felt the need to get some for the others as well. They weren’t as expensive as proper shoes or boots, but they would provide better protection. Besides, even if the others were used to walking in their bare feet, I wasn’t sure how they’d fare with the temperature extremes of a desert. As I admired the material, the shop clerk said, “That’s a local commodity. They make it from Dunslyth skin.”

“Dunslyth,” I said, aware that he was just trying to make the sale because he wasn’t aware that I was already sold. “What kind of creature is that?”

“Desert snake. They tend to live close to the borders of the desert, so they’re easy to hunt.”

“I see.” I ran my fingers over the stitching of the strangely smooth material, wondering how many snakes they had to kill to make this many shoes.

I was feeling extraordinarily proud of how well everything was going until I stepped out of the store to find a pair of soldiers waiting for me. They were wearing matching blue and grey tabards over their armor, with a pattern of a wolf’s long body stretched across the blue side. “Miss, would you come with us?” one of them spoke, stepping forward. I smiled nervously at them, wondering if I should just drop the supplies and run. Maybe cast a spell to get them off my trail? I weighed my options. We needed the supplies, and I couldn’t risk leading anyone back to the others.

But maybe, just maybe, I could find a way to escape from them with all my supplies at a later point?

I nodded, and plastered the most confused smile I could manage on my face. “Sure. What seems to be the problem?” I asked.


I was led to a building that was just outside of town, on what looked to be a small military compound that had training grounds, a couple of barracks, and a large communal building. Inside the back of the communal building, which seemed to lead to a cafeteria on one side and a row of offices on the other, there was a wide room with a table and chairs, some chests for storage, and a few small holding cells with bars. The soldiers placed the items I had been buying on the table, then had me sit in one of the chairs. Then they stood by the door and waited.

After several minutes, a woman arrived – a tall woman with brown hair that was greying in streaks. She did not wear the same tabard, but did wear armor that was in good working order, well kept if not entirely new looking anymore. She approached, sparing a casual glance at the supplies in front of me before taking a seat across from me at the table.

The silence stretched for a long moment. I stared at her evenly – I had no intention of talking first. Finally, a smile spread across her face. “That’s a lot of foot coverings for one person traveling alone.”

My eyes flitted over to the pile of supplies, the shoes settled on top. All different sizes. I did my best to not give anything away in my expression, but I could feel my jaw clench despite myself.

“There’s a Hunter that insists that a woman of your description is traveling with a group of escaped slaves. That she’s dangerous. He’s requested the help of the border guard in finding and detaining any suspicious individuals.” She eyed me carefully, as though to determine whether I seemed dangerous enough.

“And you take orders from Hunters?” I said, hazarding a hope that Hunters and soldiers might have jurisdiction issues.

The smile never left her face. “Not typically,” she said.

Remembering something that Silden had said before about Hunters, I asked, “And it’s just the one, working alone? How do you know he hasn’t gone rogue?”

“From what we’ve been told by his Guild, he’s not performing an official duty. They have decided that the individual he’s looking for is not worth chasing, no matter how many slaves she has in tow. A strange decision that they refuse to explain.”

I frowned, glad to know that we were being allowed to escape but frustrated that I had been caught anyway. “Then why detain anyone? I’m not the one you’re looking for, but apparently if I was, you have no reason to keep me here.”

She shrugged. “He’s been a long time friend of the border guard, and apparently someone higher up owes him a personal favor.” She paused, as though she expected me to say something more, but when I didn’t she went on. “We’ve just sent word to him that we’ve detained someone matching his description, and he is coming to confirm your identity. If you truly aren’t the individual he’s looking for, he’ll take one look at you and tell us to release you. You won’t be here longer than a day or two, and then you can go safely on your way.”

I squashed the panicky feeling that began to stifle my throat. “And what if I don’t have the time to stay in your town a day or two?” I said, lifting my chin and narrowing my eyes. I hoped I sounded more imperious and less scared than I felt. Had he chased us all the way to the border, or had he simply come out here directly and demanded his favor from his friend higher up? I had truly thought we were in the clear, and knowing that he had been out here, just waiting…

“You’ll have very little choice in the matter,” she said, unperturbed. She gestured to the soldiers still standing at the door. They both stepped forward – one began placing my items in a chest, and the other opened one of the cells and then grabbed my arm to direct me into it. “Do you have traveling companions that will be worried for you, stranger? We can let them know you’re being detained.”

I glared at her and shook my head. She glanced again at my supplies as they were being placed into the chest. “Curious,” she noted, and then she left the room.

The soldiers remained to stand guard.


I paced in the cell for several minutes, trying to decide how to handle the situation. I was mad that I had been spotted so easily. Usually I considered myself nondescript – I had shoulder length brown hair and brown eyes and was often mistaken for other people by strangers I’d never met. But then travelers didn’t come through here often at all. One of the reasons we chose Owassus as our last stop before the desert was its remoteness, and apparently that had worked against us. I wondered if the kid I had seen running off before had been the one to get the soldiers.

If I waited too long, Lyre might try to come into town to find me. Even if he had the sense to wait until the cover of dark, how would he know where I had been brought? If the soldiers were on the look out for runaway slaves because of me, that made it even more dangerous for them. I’d have to get out, soon, preferably with our supplies. I walked over to the front of the cell and gripped the bars as I leaned against them, studying the soldiers that had brought me here.

They stood by the door, staring back at me in an almost bored way that said they could stay at their post patiently for hours. I sighed and wracked my brains. The stereotypical escape plan for characters in my situation involved acting sick, but would that really work? Dad had always seen through my acting so instantly when I was a teenager.

(You could put them to sleep) the voice in my head said. I jerked so suddenly I slammed my forehead into the bars with a clunk, surprised to hear it for the first time in weeks. I pulled away, letting a breath out in a pained hiss as I rubbed at my head. Sometimes I wondered if I had simply daydreamed the voices, and had worked to put them out of my mind. I looked up at the guards – both were frowning slightly at my obvious surprise, and one shifted uneasily.

I turned away and closed my eyes. How? I thought.

Once again, similar to when I had learned to heal, it was like I simply knew. I turned around to face the bars again, could see the glow envelope me as I reached for my magic. Both guards moved instantly, surprised but recognizing the light for what it was, one moving to a weapon rack for a bow and the other letting a dagger fly with an underhand toss. They started to shout, and I felt my heart jump into my throat as I thought of who could be listening. By the time I stepped out of the way of the dagger, they had both dropped to the floor in what I knew was a magically induced slumber. I froze, my eyes on the door, trying to quiet my panicked breathing as I listened for any sign that others were coming at the sounds of the shouts.

After a very tense minute, no one else appeared. I forced myself to take three deep breaths.

I wasn’t sure how much time I had. I felt instinctually that this spell was meant to wear off by itself. I didn’t want to cause more noise and risk bringing the entire base down on me, so blasting my way out seemed unwise. I also wanted to collect the supplies. I finally settled for magically summoning the keys on one of the guards over to me. They were attached to his belt and didn’t want to come off, so I pulled harder, and his entire body started to scrape across the floor. I grimaced at the sound of metal against stone, wondering if being dragged across the ground would wake him, or if someone else would hear this noise, but soon enough he was within reach and still sound asleep. I pulled the keys off him and started trying them one by one until I found the one that unlocked my cell.

Once that was done, I gathered the supplies from the chest.

Then I stood, holding everything in my arms as I thought over my next step. The office was set in the center of the base, with the barracks arranged behind and the training grounds out front. I looked at the sleeping guards for a moment. The glow surrounded me again, and I prepared myself to cast my newly learned spell as many times as I needed to.

I opened the door to the holding cells and looked down an empty hall. So far, so good. I walked down the hall, careful of any rooms or doors that I might be visible from, but was lucky to find that all the doors were closed. At the end of the hall was the front room, where a bored looking soldier sat at a desk. I cast the spell at him before he even saw me, and watched him slump into a slumber.

I slipped into the room, staying close to the wall – the cafeteria on the far side was quiet for the moment, though I could hear the sounds of someone moving around out of sight in the kitchen. I stepped toward the front doors and glanced out. The training grounds out front was full of people, some sparring, some walking to whatever business they had next. In fact, some were approaching the building I was in.

I wondered at the limits of the spell. I closed my eyes again, focusing, trying to imagine casting the spell in a wave away from myself, for as far as I could manage. Behind me, I could hear the familiar voice of the woman I had spoken to earlier saying, “What are yo—MAGE!” I opened my eyes and pushed the sleeping spell out as I had imagined, could nearly hear a soft boof! like an audible pressure being released as a wave of light flowed out around me. I could see the woman, glaring as she stepped forward, a hand on the pommel of her sword. Her eyes widened, but before she could say anything or pull her sword, she stumbled and slumped to the ground.

I turned and pushed the door to the building open, and could see that the spell had taken effect more impressively than I could have imagined. The soldiers across the entire training grounds were all fallen over, asleep. I could hear shouting at the edge of what must have been my range, of other soldiers reacting to seeing their brothers in arms falling to the ground around them, but it was silent where I was. I quickly moved away from the base, and just as I stepped around one of the sleeping guards at the gate, I could see him begin to shift, heard groans and confused mutterings from behind me as others also began to groggily wake. I picked up my pace, moving away from the town in as much of a run as I could manage, to where I had planned to meet up with Lyre and the others.

14. Cassandra

We ran the remainder of the day and most of the night and only stopped when we were all too exhausted to continue. When we finally stopped, we were deep in the forest, and it was still dark. We huddled together under the blanket I had brought, not daring to produce any light or use any magic for fear the glow would be seen. Lyre stayed awake first, still too keyed up to really sleep, and woke Silden a few hours later to take a turn at keeping an eye out and listening.

The dawn was cold and grey, the light of the sun having difficulty finding us through the trees but still bringing a relieving visibility. Silden stood and stretched as we started to wake, and began walking out to see if there were any nearby sign of habitation such as trails or roads, but he found nothing.

My feet were hurt and bleeding and I had a number of small scrapes from running through the underbrush and the trees of the forest. In fact, we all had small lacerations and scrapes across our faces and arms and legs. I closed my eyes to focus on healing, not wanting to walk on sore feet all day – and found that I couldn’t. Worried, I turned and placed a hand on Lyre’s arm – he frowned for a moment until the small cuts across his skin knit closed, and then he smiled gratefully at me. I sighed with relief, glad that I hadn’t lost my power at least, and performed the healing for both Larina and Silden as well.

But when I tried to heal myself again, the spell failed to take hold. Larina stared at me the entire time, her blue eyes full of worry as she realized what was happening. “You can’t heal yourself,” she said, which caused Lyre’s head to snap around as he focused on me, his eyes darting over me as he looked at each visible wound I had.

I shook my head and shrugged, allowing the glow to drop as I stopped concentrating on the spell. “I guess not.” A thoughtful look crossed her face, and Larina stood and walked for a bit, searching through the underbrush. Lyre reached out to run a finger along one of the larger cuts on my forearm, wiping away some of the clotting blood and causing fresh beads of crimson to bloom. “I’ll be okay,” I told him, almost feeling annoyed, but the deep concern on his face softened that feeling. He took one of the rags from the crate and summoned some fresh water to wet it, then set about cleaning my cuts as best as he could. I sat quietly through his ministrations.

After a few moments, Larina came back with a few plants, and using two stones that she had also found and a bit of summoned water, began to grind the plants into a paste. I watched her curiously. When she was done, she pushed Lyre gently out of the way and began rubbing the green paste across each visible cut and all over the bottoms of my feet. Whatever it was, there was no sting when it touched the open wounds – first there was a warming sensation, and then a cooling sensation. Most notably it almost immediately helped how sore my feet were. “There are some people that can focus their magic on making these things work faster,” she said as she worked, Lyre hovering over her to watch, “Nothing as effective as your magic, and I don’t even know that spell anyway. But the paste should still help with the pain.”

“Thank you,” I said, smiling at her. She smiled back and patted my knee, then shifted over to begin sifting through the crate, tossing clothes out at Lyre and Silden. She was shorter and slighter than me, so she had difficulty finding any clothes that would fit her. I gave her the blue tunic I had found before and my black leggings. I folded some of the ripped up fabric of old shirts to wrap around my feet and pulled my socks over them to hold them in place. As I worked on that, Lyre and Silden dressed. They both wore brown breeches, though Silden’s were a little short on him and looked more like capris. Larina had tossed Lyre a faded yellow shirt that was quite billowy and had buttons at the sleeves and near the collar, and Silden was wearing a faded green tunic that was almost too tight across his shoulders. Once we had rummaged for everything we wanted from the crate, Lyre tossed the robes into it and, speaking softly, set the entire crate on fire.

As we sat near the flames for warmth, Silden revealed what was in the bag he had grabbed from Wrasker’s cabin – a map and money. “Are any of the coins going to be useful in the Empire?” I asked curiously as Silden stowed the coin bag back into the larger bag he had brought.

“The Empire has different money, but the metal will surely still have value. Gold is gold, no matter it’s shape,” Silden said as he laid out the map. After studying it for a moment, he pointed. “We left the ship here, and entered this forest. I don’t know how far we’ve come, but we haven’t exited the woods yet.” He drew his finger across the map, a distance that made my heart sink. “The nearest border of the Empire is here.”

Lyre and Larina both leaned over to study the map as well. I could see some of the symbols and guess at the geological meaning of them – mountains, forests, cities. But I still had trouble reading all of the text. “We could cross the desert,” Larina suggested, drawing a line a bit south of where Silden had slid his finger across the map. “It’s not inhabited.”

“For good reason,” Lyre said ominously. But then he sighed, rubbing a hand against the side of his head. “But we could avoid capture by humans, as long as we were wary of the danger.”

“And what danger is there in the desert?” I asked. We could all summon fresh water, so we wouldn’t die of dehydration at least.

“Large beasts, that hunt other large beasts, and get hunted by even larger beasts,” Silden said absently, tapping his finger on the expanse that Larina had gestured to. “But because of that, no people, no roads, no trade routes. If we get past the soldiers that guard the perimeter, no one would know we’re there. And they only have soldiers there to keep the monsters in, not to keep people out.”

“Wrasker bought each of us based on our offensive capabilities,” Larina said. “With the spells the three of us know, surely we’d be safe.”

They both looked to Lyre. He was staring at the map, a frown creasing his brow. He glanced up at me. “As strong as we are, we’d still have to be careful. There’s also the problem of the ravine.” He pointed at a feature on the map that cut through the desert close to the Empire side.

“It’s a very wide natural feature, created by the Edlun River. It starts high in the steep mountains here,” Lyre pointed and traced a winding line down until it reached the desert, ”Forms deep cliffs through here, and then opens out into valleys and plains south of the desert. The mountains would be almost impossible to cross. The cliffs of the ravine would be especially hard…  we may be able to manage hiking down into the canyons and out across the other side. But travel too far south…” Lyre traced down near the southern end of the desert. “The valley leading out of the canyons are very lush farm lands. We’d start running into humans again.”

As we sat in silence, Lyre nudged at the pack he had given me, and when I handed it over he pulled out some jerky. He shared it around. We sat, chewing on the tough meat in silence as we stared at the map. “We need to be moving. The hunter could still be alive and after us,” Silden said after awhile, standing and brushing off the pants he was wearing. He stretched his legs out for a bit, frowning. “I’ve never worn pants before,” he said. “Feels kind of restricting.”

“Only slaves wear robes. Cassandra was right to bring these – we’d stand out too easily without them, even at a distance,” Larina said. “I suppose I could have improvised a dress of some sort for myself though,” she added as she waved a hand, her voice taking on the echoey quality as she snuffed out the flames. The fabric was ashes now, the remainders of the wooden crate a charred skeleton.

“Would you have really wanted to hang on to it though?” I asked. Lyre and Silden each took one rapier. They didn’t have belts, so some of the remaining fabric was used to improvise something like a belt to hold their weapons in place.

She grimaced, and kicked at the ashes contemplatively. “No. Not at all.”

And then we continued moving.


We kept going at a clipped pace and reached the edge of the forest by that evening. Although we hadn’t discussed it much more, we did seem to unanimously decide the desert was best, and so had looped generally toward the southern edge of the forest. Once there, we paused to study the map before exiting the haven of the woods. There was some concern over whether we should travel on the road or not before we even reached one. Lyre thought it best to avoid the roads, but Larina pointed out that we ran the risk of crossing someone’s farmland, and that some humans disliked trespassers on their property. Still, their hair was cut short and the tips of their ears were easy to see, so running into anyone on the road could be disastrous. We spent the next couple of days cutting through fields and forests and avoiding houses and villages, but stayed close enough to the road so that we didn’t lose our course.

Midweek our rations were starting to run out, as Lyre had only intended to pack enough food to feed one person. We had wondered for a bit if we should steal something from a nearby farm, when Larina pointed out that I was human. “You could take the coins and buy provisions in the next village.”

Lyre was shaking his head, ready to protest, but before he could speak, I said, “It makes sense, and it’d be easier and less risky than being caught stealing.” Silden was already pulling out the bag of coins to plop down into my hands. It was heavier than I was expecting. I frowned. “What should I get?” I asked.

Larina composed a short list for me, and when I expressed some uncertainty about what price I should expect, she gave me a good ballpark figure to run with. “We should have kept the robes,” Lyre grumbled. “Then one of us could go with you at least.”

“Too late to fuss about that now,” I said, tucking the list in with the money. I wandered into town – a small village called Feldbern that worked as the central community to the local farms sprawled across the area. It had a general store and a town hall, a blacksmith, a small schoolhouse, and a few homes. A tiny inn sat next to the general store. Once inside the store, I pulled out the list and, knowing just a bit of the alphabet, I attempted to sound out the words awkwardly to the clerk that offered to help me. Frowning and irritated, the clerk held his hand out for the list, and I handed the short scrap of paper over to him. He gathered the items for me as I waited at the counter.

“Traveling through?” he guessed. I wasn’t sure if it was just because he didn’t recognize me or if the provisions were a giveaway, but I nodded. He frowned, looking me up and down, and I realized I probably looked like quite a mess, in dirty clothes and improvised footwraps, my hair disheveled, my face and arms covered in cuts with the green paste staining my skin. He frowned more deeply as I produced the heavy bag of coins to pay. “How did you come by all that?” he said, his voice dripping with disapproval. I realized belatedly that I should have taken just as much as I needed and not the whole bag.

I wondered briefly how I should explain, and settled for hardening my expression and saying, “That’s none of your concern,” as menacingly as I could manage.  He grimaced and did not look threatened in the slightest, but asked nothing more.

As he was near to finishing up, I asked, “Do you have any belts?” He did, so I bought two. It was a bit of effort to heft everything and carry it out of town by myself. As I was on my way out, I glanced back to see that the clerk had left the store to stand in the middle of the road and watch me, his arms crossed, his expression still disapproving. I wondered nervously who he would tell about the strange woman buying traveling supplies. Just outside of town, I closed my eyes and took three, steady, calming breaths. Then I hurried back to my companions. When I met up with the others the weight got more evenly redistributed and Lyre and Silden had proper belts to attach their rapiers to.

We moved on from that village quickly. Despite my misgivings, there was no sign that we were being followed. The next several days was a routine of walking, mostly through the evenings, most of the night when we could manage it safely, and through the mornings. We followed the road, but stayed mostly off of it, and looped far around habitations. When there were stretches of woods, we’d travel through for the cover they provided. We had enough provisions at this time to last us until we arrived at the edge of the desert, and then we planned to buy more.

Annoyed at my lack of reading ability at our last stop, Lyre and I started the reading lessons again using the slim red book I had taken from the ship. My grasp of written Blest was stronger every day, and reading even this small tome was helping to expand my vocabulary. There were even some days when Lyre wouldn’t cast the translation spell, and the three of them would take turns having conversations with me to give me practice. One evening we were sitting very close together so he could see the page over my shoulder. Before I could start sounding out the words, Lyre cleared his throat. “We can skip this section,” he said. I frowned and considered the story leading up to this page, and then really studied the section in silence for a moment before feeling my face heat up. I realized it was a very vividly described sex scene.

I remembered suddenly the Captain’s joke about reading lessons and Lyre’s initial discomfort about using the book to teach me and realized that I was learning to read from what basically amounted to porn. In the same instant, I realized exactly how close I was sitting to Lyre and said, “Oh!” I pulled back quickly and flipped the book shut. He stayed very still and continued to stare at it, his face and the tips of his ears turning slightly pink, and I felt my entire body warm with embarrassment. “Why didn’t you just tell me what kind of book it was?” I asked.

He raised his eyebrows and looked up at me. “I wasn’t sure we’d get very far into it. Besides, it’s a bit hard to explain.”

“You could have just said it was the Captain’s smut.” I could hear Larina stifling a giggle from where she was supposedly sleeping, and Silden quietly shh’ing her. I ignored them.

Lyre coughed in a way that sounded suspiciously like he was cutting off a laugh. “I was quite surprised that was what he gave you to read. I wasn’t sure how you’d feel about it if you knew.” I sighed and flipped the book back open to where I had left off. “What are you doing?” Lyre asked, a slight frown on his face.

“Reading. Apparently I just got to the good part,” I said. Lyre froze, his eyes wide, his features reddening even more. I read silently for the most part, but a few moments later had to hold the book out to him. “What’s this word?” I asked, my tone dripping with innocence as I pointed to the page with a finger. With context, I could guess, but I wanted to see if he would say it out loud.

Silden chuckled and Larina did not successfully hide her laughter as Lyre turned away and curled up to sleep, completely ignoring my question.