Week 6 Post 3: Greyspace

          It turned into quite a fun night. They ordered out for some food, and while they perused their options, Eliza was an unending litany of questions. She seemed to want to know every mundane thing there was to know about Isaac, and graciously didn’t want to let the Sams feel left out either. They discussed favorite foods, and least favorite foods. Eliza let them look over the board and card games her parents kept in the den while they discussed childhood games Isaac and the Sams played when they were younger. Eliza talked about growing up with Michael, and how she had met Mallory in elementary school. “Really? You saved her from bullies?” Isaac said with a laugh.

Mallory nodded solemnly. “It’s true. I usually tried to ignore them, but Eliza saw what was happening and screamed her head off at them.”

“And that worked?” Sampson asked.

“No,” Eliza said. She laughed, hiding her face in her hands. “It completely backfired, I just pissed them off, and they were older, way bigger, and they tried beating me up. But that’s when Mallory stepped in. She would never raise a hand to help herself against them, but she was very willing to protect someone else.”

“And you’ve been friends since?” Isaac asked. Eliza and Mallory both nodded.

Isaac was an only child, but had always had the Sams trailing as bodyguards, and grew up very close to his cousins.

          “Really? Triplets?” Eliza asked, sounding horrified as Isaac mentioned his cousins.

          “Yes, but not identical. They’re all completely different, and you’d never guess they were brothers, let alone that they shared a womb,” Isaac chuckled. “But I love them each for their eccentricities.”

          They played some games, and ate the food when it came. Then since it was still very warm for September, they played in the pool briefly before piling into the house. They took turns showering and dressing down into pajamas. They stayed up late talking.

          Sampson disappeared at some point to take his turn at watch, the only sign that anything about their presence was unusual. Mallory drifted off, leaning against Eliza as she and Isaac continued to softly talk late into the night. This actually was a lot of fun, she thought to herself briefly.

Week 6 Post 2: Greyspace

          The next week was seemingly normal to Mallory. Isaac and the Sams stopped showing up at school, though it seemed no one noticed in the slightest. Eliza said that in the classes they had shared, the teachers never mentioned them. She had managed to sneak a peek at the roster for one of her classes and their names weren’t on the list. Their desks were empty, and no one acknowledged the absence. It was as though they had never existed in the first place. Magic.

          Mallory still had to hear about them constantly. It seemed that Eliza invited them in every night, and was eager to talk about it with Mallory the next day. As the end of the week approached, Eliza reported that her parents were taking an extra-long weekend out of town, leaving her home ‘alone.’ “Did you want to come and stay over? I’m thinking of letting them know they can stay in the house as well. It’ll be really fun with all of us there, like a sleepover,” Eliza pleaded, seeing that Mallory wasn’t entirely interested.

          Mallory finally reluctantly agreed, which is how she found herself parking in Eliza’s driveway again on a Friday evening. The strange sensation of trespassing still thrummed in her stomach. Eliza opened the door as she approached, obviously waiting for her arrival. “Are they inside?” Mallory asked as the door shut behind her.

          Eliza shook her head. “No, not yet.” She watched Mallory’s gaze drift down the pictures hanging in the front hallway and linger on Michael’s senior pics from high school. “He’s doing well in college so far,” she said.

          Mallory flushed and nodded, quickly looking away. “Well, he was always pretty smart.” Eliza smirked knowingly, and Mallory grimaced – her crush on Michael had never been well hidden. Instead of saying anything though, Eliza turned and led her into the house. She called for Isaac softly from the back door, and he appeared, with the Sam’s trailing after him.

Week 6 Post 1: axiomatic

It seems that dreams grow duller with age, or maybe that is more the case of a common mind over an uncommon one (because I would never presume to be special in any way at this point in my life – not middle-aged I). So many of my dreams are little things, average things, work related and slice of life, so different than the vividness of past dreams. When I was younger, my dreams always had a sense of adventure (skeletons, giant spiders), or a desire to escape. Faceless pursuer dreams. They never run, like straight out of an 80s slasher flick. They never have to run, do they? They always know they’ll catch up, and somehow, they always do. In one instance, I turned and shot one such until it was nothing but a rainbow goop, and as I watched it reformed, liquid terminator style.

It makes me hanker for a good nightmare – the kind that jolts you awake, leaves your heart pounding. Makes you question your safety, even in a place where you’re as safe as you can expect to be. (but are we ever really safe?)

I have only ever had one sleep paralysis nightmare.

I once had a bedroom that had windows down most of one wall, and a large counter-like ledge lining them. My bed was pushed into the corner beneath them. I am laying in bed, waking – it is bright light out, but strange dark in the room. Something comes down from the upper far corner of the room, a shadow, spindly, clawed. It creeps, moving on all fours, somehow unnaturally, down the wall and across the corner desk and onto the extended window ledge. It approaches slowly. I try to move, but can’t – terror exalts. It climbs from the window ledge onto the bed, until it is hovering over me. I want to scream, or cry for help, or run away, but I am completely paralyzed, unable to move. It leans down towards me, and suddenly the terror is accompanied hand-in-hand with pure outrage. Nothing pisses me off more than helplessness. I strain, lifting my head to put my face into its face, and express myself in the only way I am able. I hiss. Like a goddamn cat.

When I wake up it’s early – the light quality of the room is completely different – the dark grey of barely dawn. Nothing is there.

It would be nice to say that the dream is a reflection of my awesomely brave self, but I’ve also had dreams of me cowering in buildings while a giant monster (Godzilla, it was pretty much Godzilla) threatened to kill people I loved if I didn’t come out to face it. And I didn’t because I was a coward.  

We’re all a little like that, I think.

Anyhow, axiomatic is mind because of a short story I just finished reading that pokes at the desire to be successful at the thing (the writing, the painting, the music playing) but the success can’t be granted, the core of it has to actually be there. Depressing? Uplifting? A bit of both?

Week 5 Post 4: Greyspace

Eliza grimaced but didn’t argue. Since they were going to relocate to Eliza’s house anyways, they all left the motel shortly after. They piled into Mallory’s car for the drive. As they pulled into the driveway, Eliza turned to look at the three of them pressed into the backseat. “I’m not sure how I’m going to explain this to my parents,” she said, looking mildly distressed.

“The best part is you won’t have to,” Sampson said, flashing an impish grin as he vanished.

Samanda laughed at the expression on Eliza’s face. She met Mallory’s eyes in the rearview mirror. “Sorry for scaring you the other day,” she said. “You’re fast on your feet for a mortal.” And she disappeared as well.

Isaac sat in the middle of the backseat, smiling warmly at Eliza. “We’ll do our best to respect your privacy, and won’t enter your home unless you invite us or unless we think you’re in danger. If you need me, open your window and say my name. I’ll be there in a heartbeat.” And then he disappeared as well. Eliza was still twisted in her seat, her lips thinned as she stared at the now empty back seat.

“Do you want me to stay the night again?” Mallory offered.

Eliza sighed. “No, I suppose I’m safer than I have been all summer.” She turned to face Mallory and smiled, lowering her voice. “I’m glad they’re not bad after all.”

Mallory wasn’t sure that she felt like they weren’t bad, but they at least seemed a hell of a lot less threatening than they had the previous day. “Me too.”

Eliza leaned forward and whispered, “He took me to the moon and kissed me.”

“Oh? Way to go, Isaac,” Mallory grinned, but inwardly she was a little shocked. Even despite what they had said about the properties of their alternate dimension, she hadn’t thought that they could travel off world. For a moment, she jealously wondered what the Earth looked like from space, in person – even with the color leached, she felt that it must have been an amazing sight. Perhaps she should have let Sampson pull them along after all. Eliza grinned and reached for the car door handle. “Hey, Eliza,” Mallory said as she started to exit the vehicle. Eliza paused, glancing back at her. “I know you’re in good hands. But be careful.”

Eliza smiled reassuringly at her and nodded. Mallory watched as she went into the house, practically bouncing up the front steps to her door. Mallory wondered how long she’d wait before calling for Isaac from the window.

With a sigh, Mallory backed out of the driveway and drove back home.

Week 5 Post 3: Greyspace

Samanda chuckled. “Our society has been a little separated from yours. Modern mortals and their lives are a bit of a mystery, so this has been an indulgence.”

Mallory sighed. Imagine enrolling in high school for fun. Where did they live that they were so out of touch with “modern mortals?” Mallory didn’t want to touch that line of questioning yet, so she went with something much more mundane. “Are the two of you twins or not?” she asked the Sams.

“Not,” they replied in unison.

Sampson grinned at Mallory’s doubting expression. “We’re very close in age, and come from the same… I suppose you’d say tribe? But we’re not family. She’s only about a week older than I am. We’ve spent our entire lives being raised together, for one mission.” He nodded toward Isaac. Samanda’s expression remained carefully neutral as Sampson explained.

“So what now?” Eliza asked.

“Well,” Isaac paused, considering. “We know that you’re the target of this shadow hunter, or at least that it’s very interested in you. I think instead of trying to track it down, we’ll have better luck spending our time watching you.”

“All the time?” Eliza seemed a little alarmed at the thought. Mallory didn’t blame her – they could go invisible. How closely were they planning to watch her?

“Most of the time. We can stay in greyspace and set up a parameter near your home, and we know when you go to school,” Isaac said, not entirely picking up on Eliza’s embarrassment.

“We won’t have to operate out of this dingy motel room at least,” Samanda said.

“Or drive that shitty car,” Sampson added.

“I quite like the car. It has character,” Samanda said.

Sampson groaned. “You weren’t the one driving. That thing barely functions. I was holding it together with magic.”

“If you guys are magical otherworldly beings, how were you even paying for a motel room? Or a car? Or gas?” Eliza asked.

Isaac looked a bit sheepish. “Magic,” he said simply.

“Magic?” Eliza frowned.

Sampson and Samanda exchanged an amused look. “The motel owner keeps the room open for us, acknowledges us when he sees us, and then conveniently forgets to record the room as occupied or collect payment. When we’re gone, he won’t remember us, and it will be like we were never here,” Samanda explained.

“And we just spirited away the car from some hoarder’s yard. It was packed with other vehicles. They probably don’t even know it’s gone,” Sampson said.

“As for gas, technology is a bit difficult to trick with magic. But we can always find a kind person to pay for us,” Samanda said.

“So you’re stealing?” Eliza said, very nearly clicking her tongue in distaste. Mallory grinned.

“Borrowing. Harmlessly,” Samanda said smoothly, grinning.